If you don’t think you’re worthy of the success you’re trying to manifest, you’ll destroy it. The law of reciprocity will hold for your own self-belief. You really have to believe that you deserve everything good that’s coming to you. You have to love yourself, feel that you’re worthy. Doing that work is getting yourself in alignment with that universal reciprocity. Say, I’ve done the work, I’ve done the hard labor, I really deserve to reap some of the benefits from this abundant universe and then you will start to create situations more favorable for that.



summer lessons

this summer has been a whirlwind of adventure. climbing through windows, CCR roadtrips, yoga before sunrise, the look in your eye as we stumble on the dance floor.

It is just love and I now, doing whatever happens

there’s a moment when your heart breaks open

that you realize its for your own expansion

that you crammed yourself into a barn and God had a mansion

waiting for you

it’s in those moments that you can look back and laugh at the pain. of course it helps if you have a little sunshine and whiskey and a handsome man whose gentle and just right amount frisky. and friends to help you grieve and brothers who will never leave. All comes your way for a reason. Everything is working the room and making valuable connections.

allow your heart to settle

for a man who challenges you

a man who makes you think. 

A man who expands your consciousness

is a man worth falling in love with over and over.

moving on

we enter into a posture

experience it fully

then let go

and move on

this is yoga.

Today I had a nauseating headache that I later learned is called a migraine. Then I had a conversation that my heart had been desiring but my simple mind had no awareness of. I was pleasant and indifferent and then my heart took control of my vocals and said

“I’m ready

to move on.”

I was just as shocked as he was at this declaration.

of truth.

My poor heart, like a caged bird wanting to sing

wanting to soar

and my busy body and brain were so dominant that we didn’t hear

the soft whisper

so it turned into a scream

and that got my attention! and so I put down those bags I had been carrying. and now I too can soar

a little higher.

a couple more years

I’ve got a couple more years on you, baby, that’s all.
I’ve had more chances to fly and more places to fall.
And it ain’t that I’m wiser,
It’s only that I’ve spent more time with my back to the wall.
And I’ve picked up a couple more years on you, baby.. that’s all.
I’ve walked a couple more roads than you, baby, that’s all.
And I’m tired of runnin’ while you’re only learning to crawl.
And you’re headin somewhere,
But I’ve been to somewhere, and found it was nowhere at all.
And I’ve picked up a couple of years on you baby, that’s all.