stay hungry, stay humble

Fog covers the Berkeley hills and my mind  like a blanket

its one of those nights

up late, reflecting

strategizing, thinking

choking on ambition

and the fear of breaking someones heart.

i’ve always cared. about people, the world,  social justice and strangers. I enjoy serving others. but at the same time, i’ve never wanted something so badly. I’ve been curious and thoughtful, productive and ambitious. but this, this going to DC and planting some seeds, is something i really want. and i would never forgive myself  if i allowed a relationship to sabotage this dream becoming a reality. it’s flattering and terrifying to have someone hang on every word you whisper. infatuation can be so blinding.

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